Another week gone! Eek!

Test is getting scarily close now too! (Every time I think of it I have a bit of a 'moment' and my tummy tightens and other anatomical parts react!

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The lesson was brilliant and disasterous all in one!
The ride over to the test centre was fantastic... no problems., road conditions great, no horses, kamikaze pheasants etc... and was almost there when I stalled it right in the middle of a roundabout!

I was mortified (never happened before) and all because I was in 2nd... got it restarted and got to the centre and off the bike for a chat with instructor. He said that up to that point the ride was pretty faultless (blimey!!) and told me what I should do if I ever pull away in 2nd again... and also gave me a pep talk about when you make mistakes remember the lesson but move on or it will affect your riding. (So true! I was so cross about the roundabout thing that I c*cked up the next 2 junctions!)
So, we went out on a mock test.... well.. good job it wasn't my actual test... I would've failed miserably!

U -turn is the big problem! I keep getting almost round then look at the kerb and what do you know - bang, right into it! Was telling the guys at the rally at the weekend and one said I ought to be called Skud (like the missile...)!! NOT FUNNY DAVE!!! (well.. it was a bit... I s'pose...)
Anyway... I must've tried about 10 times to do a u-turn and in the end I just sat and cried

(I know, pathetic, over-emotional wally!!) Instructor told me off (nicely - in a kind of parental 'don't be despondent you've done really well today' kind of thing) as it was, he felt, the only thing between me and my bike license..

I hope he's right... so... having had a weekend of fun and frivolity with the rally-goers at Napton

... I picked the bike up again on Monday night

and it has chucked it down ever since

so I've not been out. BUT... today is better and as soon as I can this afternoon I'm going to go out for a ride, find a suitable spot, and practice til I get this thing cracked!

I did it before (on the ER) and I can flaming well do it again!! (and I WILL do it!!)
I love riding and will be gutted if I mess up on my test because of a poxy u-turn (I mean, if I fail for lots of other stuff then fair do's y'know, but to lose out because of one manouevre will be soul destroying!!)
I have even started looking at potential bikes... is this tempting fate? I dunno... but there was a rather nice looking VFR for sale at a local garage... and also an old 250 twin (although it looks very heavy)... and am thinking about restrictor kits... etc etc...
I don't have any more lessons now until the day before my test

and then I shall have 4 hours... then, on the day of the test I have an hour before the test... then that's it! The culmination of all this hard work, expense, tears ... (I know.. it's only a bike test... but it really isn't... not to me... )
Still thinking about how to keep calm when I know how nervous I'll be!!
